1. |
Warm Up
02:53
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2. |
Good Boy
03:27
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You create
7000 lies
You’ve become
Everything that I I despise
Yet you lead
When I’m supposed to follow
It’s okay,
you are so hollow
Your goddamned plan
Worked out so well
You’re turning my life into hell
This child you breed, this child you feed
He’s beating you until you bleed
You will see
What I want to show
You fuck up
Everything I know
Yet you lead
When I’m supposed to follow
It’s okay,
you are so hollow
Your goddamned plan
Worked out so well
You’re turning my life into hell
This child you breed, this child you feed
He’s beating you until you bleed
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3. |
E.R.
03:35
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My syringe, my saviour
Five milligrams of pain
Rushing through my body
That's corrective surgery
Scar for you and scar for me
To make us look much better this way
Take me to the ER baby yeah
Little cut upon my wrist
Two more scars upon my chest
Now I look much better than the rest
Got hooked up with frailty nine
Can't tell a human from a swine
Maybe we'll try much harder next time
Take me to the ER baby yeah
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4. |
Unified
06:04
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As the first leaf hits the floor
I can barely understand
Cannot tell if you are wrong
There’s no future to defend
Good old taste of betrayal
If I ever stand the pain
I would know for sure
It'll never ever be the same again
I don't know what you are
Striving for
I know that you can't find
You and me
Unified
Lightning splits my wicked mind
My best friend puts me to shame
Yet you hate me being shy
Still I hate me being blamed
Good old taste of betrayal
If I ever stand the pain
I'd know for sure
It'll never ever be the same again
I don't know what you are
Striving for
I know you’ll never find
You and me
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5. |
Alien
03:51
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You and me
Me and you,
We are like aliens tonight
We cannot understand each other
Oh no
I guess it’s over now
For us
I kiss you, it feels empty
It feels like I don’t know who you are
And what you used to mean to me
Oh no
I guess it’s over now
For us
Slowly slipping away, away
I lay stunned
Suddenly
I cannot raise my head from the floor
I cannot move or breathe at all
Leaving you
Was not as easy as I'd thought
But now I run
I feel so free
Without you I feel so perfectly pure
It feels like I've been born again
Thank god
That it is over now for us
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6. |
No Need
04:15
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7. |
Brite
03:06
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Blood on the wall, such a beautiful sight
Female screams
Voice in my head wants me to fight
Your time exceeds
Hatred no more, and love as well
Fist to your face
Angel’s a whore striving for hell
Falling from grace
I’m your perfect god
I make you fall apart, I eat up your heart
And you are my perfect slut
Your end’s about to start, I eat up your heart
You try to escape, but you can't
Your heart bleeds out
Your savior’s a fake
Fucking you up,
Over&out
I’m your perfect god
I make you fall apart, I eat up your heart
And you are my perfect slut
Your end’s about to start, I eat up your heart
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8. |
Can Not
04:57
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I'm biting
My fingers
A little nail polish with blood
Confusing
Delusional
My brightest feelings covered with mud
Pathetic
I'm trying
To figure out what's going on inside my mind
My poor brain is
Killing me
While I'm killin' the last of my kind
My sanity is taken away
I cannot disobey
Cannot
Cannot
She is going to pay
I swear, I won't stay
I cannot disobey
Cannot
Cannot
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9. |
Sane?
04:32
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I keep talking to myself
As if there's no one else around
All these pretty pills can't help me
Find what can't be found
Everything
Went as planned
I'll give up
Mind will bend
You can leave
Me behind
You know,
I won't mind
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
There's little time
To reconcile
Can't run away
I fall apart
It cannot end
It stops my heart
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can't help me
Can't help me
I keep staring
At the ceiling
Though I know
That it looks bad
Tired of old
Familiar feeling
Fighting voices
In my head
I keep running
From my conscience
With no special
Place to hide
I'm so tired
Of reminding
Myself
Of what's right
Everything
Went as planned
I'll give up
Mind will bend
You can leave
Me behind
You know,
I don't mind
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
There's little time
To reconcile
Can't run away
I fall apart
It cannot end
It stops my heart
I swallow tears
With a happy smile
And all I know is that you
Can't help me
Can't help me
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10. |
J
03:59
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I see her everywhere
In her voice I can hear
The sun dissolving in the air
Scars and stitches disappear
Is there a way to get me there?
Run in circles in despair
I keep asking if it's fair
When you leave me
No
She tried hard to escape
From the place she’s never been
From love she’s never had
Hoping that all hope’s not dead
Is there a way to get me there?
Run in circles in despair
I keep asking if it's fair
When you leave me
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11. |
Grey
04:44
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Her bed is wet with tears
She cries all night
Until this vision disappears
She falls asleep at dusk
Here soul's an empty husk
Her dreams
She tried to stove
They crash and burn,
She's all alone
Her green eyes fade to gray
In a way
She tries to smile again
She tries to act like they're just friends
She tries to hide her scars
She puts her conscience
Behind bars
She hates the song he plays
She thinks that he won't stay anyway
Her green eyes fade to gray
In a way
And I'm crying with joy
When I'm looking at you
All the terrible things that
You made me go through
I know my place
I stay on this track
Don't you try to run away 'cause
Until you want me
I will haunt you
Until you want me
I will break your fucking will
Until you want me
'Til I get you
I will never ever let you go
'Til you want me
I will haunt
You
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12. |
TRNK
03:49
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At the face of an impending woe
I try to understand
Whether you're my friend or foe
The thing I least
Expected was
Your betrayal
I'm falling down
And you helped me
To fail
I'm sickened of you and I know
That I can heal this fucking sore
Cause I no longer share my life
With a miserable whore
The things we know will never be the same, no more
My soul's now just a bleeding sore
My sanity you stole drove me insane
But I could turn you on and ease my pain
'Been so oppressed I couldn't cease
That goddamn noise inside my head
But time had come and every mother-
fucking sense inside me is dead
The time had come and
I found out how to
Separate the libido inside me
From you
The things we know will never be the same, no more
My soul's now just a bleeding sore
And after all the fights I’ve won
I can deaden the pain and turn you
not into hate
into indifference
into forgiveness
embracing tranquility
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13. |
Wormy
03:19
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Distracted flocks of thoughts swarming throughout my head
Pitiful worm cut in half till blissfully dead
You ask me all the time what I am staring at
I’m staring at you, burying all the love I had
No one will ever see my face behind the mask
No one will ever know that I don’t care
I’m slowly avenging you, thus I complete my task
I’m getting used to the things I used to hate
I used to hate
I used to hate
I’m a worm, crawled out of my filthy pit
Scratching your pretty body with my sharp teeth
I’m a sinner, a prick and so full of shit
That’s what you’ve turned me into by your deceit
Defiled purity of your intentions will burn
Then we'll start it all over, heads will roll
You’ve made all your moves and it’s now my turn
I am going to get you, so watch me
No one will ever see my face behind the mask
No one will ever know that I don’t care
I’m slowly avenging you, thus I complete my task
I’m getting used to the things I used to hate
I used to hate
I used to hate
Distracted flocks of thoughts swarming throughout my head
Pitiful worm cut in half till blissfully dead
You ask me all the time what I am staring at
I’m staring at you, burying all the love I hate
Your love, I hate
Your love, I hate
Your love, I hate
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14. |
Great Day
03:54
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It was the day I hoped would never come
It wiped all of my dreams out
You said you’re sick of me and sick of love
I used to care about, I used to dream about
Don't cry your eyes out
You gonna ruin your makeup
And keep your mouth shut
It's just a fucking break-up
I should have known that
You’ve always lied
You want me to get out of here
I’ll go, and sing along
Hey Deejay let the music play
Nobody’s gonna listen to it anyway
Hey Deejay let the music play
It’s a great day, it’s just another great day
And one day I will
No longer care
No longer to think how to repair
Myself
I gave you a chance
To fix it all
While you remained so mean
Remained so small
Hey Deejay let the music play
Nobody’s gonna listen to it anyway
Hey Deejay let the music play
It’s a great day, it's another fucking great day
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